Should Have Been, Could Have Been, Might Have Been

I feel low today, there's always a time like this where you can’t just stop dwelling in the past, daydreaming of things that might have been if you haven’t done this and that, and right now, I’m thinking..

If I was thin, my childhood would be even better...hmm...

I want my daughter to have a happy childhood, I don’t want her to have a low self esteem like me.
I don’t want her to be teased and laughed at by her classmates. I want her to be healthy and happy..

I maybe late contemplating, but I’ll make sure that my kid will not go through all the bad stuff that had happened to me because I'm fat.